i'm not crazy
You see that’s the problem. You don’t care about getting hurt. But you know how I’ll feel? I’ll be devastated. And if you die, I will literally go out of my fricking mind. You see, death doesn’t happen to you Lydia, it happens to everyone around you, okay. To all the people left standing at your funeral, trying to figure out how they’re gonna live the rest of their lives now without you in it. And look at my face, huh? You actually think that this was meant to hurt me?!